~nothing like love~

Sometimes it’s so hard...to say what I’ve got..
There’s never been a reason to speak...
Sometimes it rains... like it will never stop... & i watch it fall down at ease...
It never mattered whether the clouds would clear...
Never mattered where I would be...
this life was all so empty ... & all I had was ... me.
they say no angels come to your life... nobody to hear your pains... & I would smile & tell ‘em I don’t need no-one, I have nothing that’s sad attached to me...
everything was fine... nothing unique.. The same old days... & nights...the sun.. the breeze...
but a miracle happened.. & it happened to me..
you came in my life... & brightened it with your light...
all my tears... my pain that I liked to hide... you took it away with that one smile...
I cursed myself... ran away... but never believed...
how cud it happen? happen to me?
I was a coward... scared of coming out of my shell...
didn’t want no1 to touch me... know me...
but then u entered my shell n pulled me out.. & showed me the real me.........
you touched me... & made me alright..
Cured my wounds... n gave me your light... I got wings now...n i fly ever so high...
soaring the skies like a kite that aint shy...
and its all ‘cuz of a miracle... that happened with me.
I am no longer afraid... alone ... scared...
I am no longer what I don’t want to be...
I’m in love with my life... myself...
all ‘cuz today i have you... n u believe in me...
This isn’t love... this isn’t a story or a dream...
this aint anything like what they think...
This is much more than anyone can ever know... greater than ne imagination's being
it’s a miracle...
you r it... & m so lucky... you happened to me.
I have nothing in this world.. Every other thing is inheritance...
I have nothing within me...’cuz everything i had ... I’ve given it to you...
I am an empty box..
full of your light..
& it feels so incredible to be me..
with no burden.. no weight...
I am so brave... n so light...
I cud fly... n fly so high..
but this aint love... nothing like that...
This is a miracle...n that miracle is YOU
.

Shadow.

It’s always talking hours, isn’t it? You ask what’s wrong... Baby... look into my heart... this is what I've got to say---

I walk an empty road
n sometimes I find these shadows
I look around n I see you there
Somewhere.. Where I cannot say
Why do u always think that you r lonely
It’s been long since we last met
I touched u or when we slept
So close together I cud feel your breath
n feel ok... m alive...
I walk this empty road..
n now when I turn back
you’re there but not beside
Somewhere in the shadows.. I see your face
it’s been long.. n I have a long way
try holding your hand.. it just slips away
this is how it goes.. my journey stays

can’t see u there, somewhere in the shadows u stay
that’s all I had to say

but maybe u were too busy writing your own lines to read what i said
but it’s okay.. no worries
I go thru it always

each time I wish u would listen.. u just mumble n walk away..
away.. that’s where you are
somewhere in the shadows.. i see your face
it’s not that i don’t have a life...
I have 1 I love just enough
but something’s missing as I walk on n on
a piece of me that's gone astray
I walk this empty road...
n I have a long way
each time I wish u were there
can du nothing but wish it were day
it’s been long... n I have nothing but shadows
n somewhere in them..I lost your face